yet again doing a 12 page essay the day before the due date. awesome.

as always, I struggle with my options. I stall the first hour considering just turning it late (but I’m not sure how well that’ll work since I’ve been using the “oooops I forgot it at home oh god I had it, it was right there on my desk I swear professor” quite a lot this year) OR spending the night on it. Eventually I start actually working on it and cutting half of what I meant to do = it turns to reasonable shit and I fuck up my grade. againnn. so yeah, I am Lazy Senior.

Oh, I forgot. One of the steps between all this is venting about how stupid I am and how much I hate myself on tumblr.